I've thought about life in this way before, how time seems to be one large circle that I just travel in, going around and around, the same things happening again and again. Just recently I've switched rooms in my apartment (again), and I've realized that I'm sleeping in the same room, on the same bed even, that I was in when I first came to Cedar. The very same one. I'm also re-experiencing the joys and sorrows I've had when I first moved here, though the joys are greater and the sorrows are less.
I've pondered on time and life, and thinking about it, I don't think Time is circular at all... but in the form of a sine wave. (Yes, I had to sneak math in here somehow). Anyways, Time seems to be taking the same turns, but that's because it keeps moving on and on, in the likeness of a circle, but not a circle.
Anyhow, although I've figured some things out, some things are not very easy. I'm coming to grips with life as I see it, and that is not very easy. I've also have some complex situations that I am now faced with, including trying to figure out Linux, and some other things which are pressing hard on my mind. Maybe someday I will be able to figure this out, but it won't be anytime soon.
Well, there's no time for stressing or thinking now, I have some papers to write, so I'll try to figure it out by and by.
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